I have so much to say, yet I have nothing.
Some kind of invisible chains have the power to hold me back.
I try, plead, beg to have strength to release myself.
It is a hard bumpy road.
Help me get there.
Infinity.
Posted by HopeOnFire March 10th, 2010
HELP im lost…
Posted by brittanyhashope March 10th, 2010My brother is constantley mean him and his girlfriend are casing my house hold to be ripped apart. I use to injure myself and then stopped but am starting up again due to all the stress and pain in my life. I know that compared to most of you my small pain is nothing. But i need help i do not want to hurt myself anymore!!!!
Quotes that Help.
Posted by rescue is possible x0 March 10th, 2010“Sometimes it takes a good fall to know exactly where you stand.” -Hayley Williams
“Failure is not falling down, it’s STAYING down.” -Renee Yohe
“The perfect day isn’t always up to the weather.”
“all the things that break you, are the things that make you strong, and you can’t change the past because it’s gone, and you just gotta move on.” -carrie underwood
i live by these, every day. I have them hanging around my room, they are my inspiration. Hopefully they become useful to you. Just thought i’d share them. Have a good day all 
<3
Hello.
Posted by uneanneesanslumiere March 10th, 2010My name is Michelle. I’ve been clean of SI for about six months but lately I’ve been feeling close to relapsing. I’m twenty now but I first started SI-ing when I was fourteen. I want to stop, most of the time. Today I emailed a therapist to set up a phone consultation. I’m proud of myself for that.
The problem is I’ve been really depressed lately. I’ve stopped attending classes and I don’t hang out with my friends anymore. I constantly fight with my mom. Every second I’m aware that if I could just self-injure I would be okay. It’s how I got through high school. I would self-injure and then I’d be able to focus on school or my homework or whatever. The temptation grows stronger all the time.
hang on
Posted by storm March 10th, 2010Plumb’s “Hang on” is playing over and over in my head right now, but I’m not sure if I can hang on! I have been doing so good, but lately I feel like all I do is work hard to climb out of the hole I feel I’m in, only to slide back in.
Anyone have some “hang on” encouragement? I really could use it right now – I feel like my world is starting to crash down on me again.
Safe
Posted by Staystrong March 10th, 2010Hey everybody,
I’m safe. my parents took my tools that i bought away. I’m still clean. And i’m planning on staying that way forever.
Thank you, especially rescue, you helped a lot,
Staystrong
Back Again.
Posted by rescue is possible x0 March 10th, 2010Thank you guys so much for your comments,they mean alot to me and have made me hopeful. Things are getting rocky, and I’ve thought about injuring alot lately. But still I keep going. Thank you again and again. You give me hope.
<3 rescue
Why would God
Posted by prayforsunshine March 10th, 2010want to help me?
A friend recently told me I should turn to God.
Why would God help me? Why would God want to help me? I sin so much and I fall so short. I damage the body he has given me. Why would God love someone like me and accept me after all the things I do? I am not good enough for God and maybe I don’t deserve God. I dont know where to turn.
I wish.
Posted by prayforsunshine March 10th, 2010I wish that I could move out of this house, I feel so alone here and it only adds to the sick feeling in my stomach.
I wish I did not have to stay up all night just to avoid the nightmares.
I wish that my mom would care that I hurt myself.
I wish someone would care that I hurt myself.
I wish I did not stay up in my room all night and cry.
I wish someone would take notice that I do.
I wish I could get help.
I wish that someone would believe me that I hear voices.
I wish I was not afraid anymore.
I wish that I did not care enough to want to self injure over things.
I wish that I could let go of the past.
I wish that I had someone to talk to.
I wish someone would believe me.
I wish someone would ask if I am ok.
I wish that someone would care enough to help me.
I wish.
Do you ask questions?
Posted by music4life March 10th, 2010The last few days have been very difficult. I come on here and read all of your posts and it makes me feel so relieved to know that other people are dealing with similar problems. All of these stories are amazing, it takes a lot of courage to post them, I commend everyone for that! I have been having a lot of difficulty with friends and family that know about my SIing. My dad points it out every time he sees something new on me. I try not to fuss about it, but it bothers me when he points out my SIies. I have never SIed as much. It scares me. Even though I’m trying to stop I feel like I am backtracking and getting more dependent on SIing. I try not to SI, I’ve been taking advice that doctors have given me and what some of you have given me (which I appreciate a lot!) but sometimes I just can’t help it. In a way I feel very selfish; I am constantly asking myself “what is so bad with my life that I have to do this to myself?” and I also ask “Why can that other person deal with the same issues in a positive way and I can only deal with these problems in a negative way?” Do any of you ask similar questions? I feel a little alone about it! Thanks for everything guys!!! 